We are all meant to Shine, as Children do.

Friday, January 14, 2005

stuff.

okay. just wanna wish hannah [whom i hope is reading this] a HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY! ure 14 already! and in england too. so far away. ohwells. wish ure enjoying ure stay there. i think you've been there for a week at least? make some friends and stay happy yea? and if ure not, you can always come back to singapore (:

argh! been sick since last week la. coughing like siao. and ears got blocked. dad says its all linked. ears-nose-throat. so i've got a tin ear. lols. hard to tell if im loud or soft now. then sometimes when sarah and the rest talk i have to ask them to repeat a million times. especially if they're whispering. sighh. BUT! i like being sick.

i've lost weight while being sick! so happy la! in a nice weight now. havent been eating properly though. haha. dont feel hungry. so just eat then throw away the rest. sighh. im wasting food but yes. cant seem to find my appetite. it seems to have gone -poof. ohwells.

and i started training normally. so much for my 10 day MC. haha. i only got 2 days la. its like one fifth of it. such a waste. plus my calf muscle hurts like mad. and i did leg presses. super pain la. squats didnt help either. haha. hm. and it was a record! i did 150 sit-ups with a 5kg weight! then my abs hurt like mad. and back extension with the same weighs too. super painful. anyway. got saturday and sunday to rest.

and there is the match on sunday. which im not going to because we have to report at 5.15 if we are going. and i refuse to go so earlie to school. i feel like going though. but yes. its too late now. anyway. it was such a coincidence because desmond came down with the exact same shirt as me. copycat. the trackie one. the rosyth track team shirt. so nice. i got mine because i went to visit mr z and miss lee. (who are together) wahaha. im annoucing it in my blog. how evil can i get. and they didnt even tell me.

oh yes. i went to visit them like on my birthday too. haha. but they didnt know. until i came home and told my sis. and my sis called up mr z to chat and told him it was my birthday. (: and im going to get a treat too. if i happen to go out again and meet them. yupps. and miss lee bought me earrings two pairs. one happy house pink dangling butterfly earring and a rose stud. very nice. got it in the little jewellery box. only wore it once though. couldnt find another time to wear it again. cos im always in school. and i only can wear a pair of earrings and put a pair of ear-sticks. and i have five ear holes! but i dont care. haha!

and i cant wear any jewellery on my body la. no rings no bangles no necklaces. how sad. the ring i have is like hanging on my table and my bangle got confiscated! and i havent got it back yet. cos the teacher who took it cant be found. and i forgot to ask her for it. so i'll have to wait till monday to get it back. sad, sad. so sad. hm. my hand felt so weird without the bangle and the ring la! sighh. i miss my bangle. ohwells. the bangle was given to me by balpreet. its her old one. which she had problems taking out cos its too small. and i found out my wrist is damn small. haa. its even thinner then pj's! which made me feel good. at least not all of me is fat. its just the legs. oh fat legs of mine.

anyway. this post is long enough.so keep on coming back for more! signing off.

10:30 PM