Sunday, May 15, 2005
i didnt blog for so long! computer has an internet problem. its all screwed upp! sighh. anyway. lets get down to business. schools such a bore now! i hate hate hate it! sigh. i guess the only thing i can look forward to is to see my nice friends. or some of them anyway. waitt. do i even have friends? its an unanswered question. a mystery. ooooo. lame. so anyway! im going to flunk all my subjects INCLUDING english. like what moron fails english! ugh. im disgusted at my own stupidity. so yes. and im going to fail chinese as well. and what moron fails all their mother tongues? ME! wow. i took the chinese test on last friday. compo and letter writing. which im going to fail. theres also another one this coming friday again i think. its compre! which im ALSO going to FAIL!
whoopieedoo. and as for english. im hardly passing up my homework on time. and therefore getting marks that are so totally lame. cos theres marks for punctuality. or however you spell it. so yes. and i got super low for my compre last module! i passed by half mark? LAME! stupid stupid stupid. im like NOT supposed to fail english!
and as for school. i hate hate hate it. except for the fact there are nice people there. some of them really suck! like. whats her freaking problem? just because she's jealous no one would ever like her. she doesnt have to go spread rumors about me! like go dig a hole and bury ure shitified face in it! im sorry but im not like you. i dont stead with every single guy i talk to. asshole. go eat shit.
girls can have guy friends you know. and it doesnt mean they have to like each other. like news flash. which century are you living in? girls and guys can be friends without having an affair ya know. like go grow a brain! and stop bugging me. and whispering about me when i walk pass you. freak!
sigh. this week isnt a good one. do i have a sign on my forehead that says " treat me like shit. i wont mind." like whatever. i do have feelings ya know. even though i dont express myself and keep everything in. doesnt mean you can walk all over me. whatever! you say im bad. what about you? you think the whole world likes you? open ure eyes and look around. do we like ure freaking attitude? i might have an attitude problem but at least i dont shouting at everyone in the face!
i do sometimes i admit. but you dont. when ure in a bad mood. like who was with you? i was the only one talking to you. like even that person didnt want too. cos she was scared of you. that you were gonna blow. then later when you became all smiles. what about me? am i trash? to you i might be. so what the hell is the point in making you like me? im nothing more then Trash so like dump me already and stop talking about me behind my back. think i like that better.and if you got a problem with me. tell it to my face. and im not talking about pictures.
so there. i unleashed everything. i actually feel better. well but the week wasnt so bad. there were some nice things. hm. like people and events. but happy stuffs over. anyway. im sorry about bitching about you too. but im not gonna erase it still. i have no idea why. but i happen to like that post. you can carry on bitching about me if you still want to. (: wheet whoot. over. and out.
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