alicia loves cuting of crab's eyes, because they bite.. okay not really bite but pinch mummy until her finger bleeds, so i took the sissors and cut its eyes of. so it'll be in the pain which it caused mummy :D and alicia doesnt care whether that was right or not. because it was true.

and its not fair that everyone else has another person to lean on, i only have myself. okay, maybe i have jia li but shes not in the same school. and if i keep calling her , her phone bill will explode. mine too. so there are somethings i cant and wont tell her, gail is super duper nice, but there are also somethings i cant tell her. although i can tell her most things. so i'll just keep it in until i burst, then i'll scream it to my pillow , how fun.

anyway, why is it so hard to like me ? even i dont like myself now.

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