Friday, July 14, 2006
my poor towel died today ..
AHHHHHHH !!! im such a loser (x
HOWEVER .. i shall forget it and TRY to concentrate on monday instead. HOPEFULLY, i'll get a medal and MAYBE i'll do a pb.
reasons why im a loser1. second fastest qualifier= to be fourth in finals2. timing is VERY far from pb3. feeling sorry for myself :/4. venting anger on a towel .. ?5. stupid behaviour.6. plain stupid7. gives up sooo easily 8. gets people into trouble.9. heats is faster then both finals and semis.10. disgrace to teamAHHHHHHH !
thats what i felt like doing after my race, screaming, but instead, to shut myself up, i stuffed the poor towel in my mouth and bit it. poor pitiful towel. :/
btw, i dont like individual events anymore ! i enjoy relays haha, HOPEFULLY .. (again) i'll push for 4x4 finals .. if im still in that is .. and just MAYBE i'll bring my timing down to a 61flat and dont disgrace the team.. just hopefully :D
oh! and mei xian, i agree with you. lane 5 is evil and hates us :/ nevermind. us second qualifiers will do better next time. haha agreed ?
and people, im so so so sorry if i was pissed off and didnt talk to you all properly, please dont hate me ? i didnt mean it.
sorry shalom and jamie ! roomie, gail ! and dipna ! miss mae, and everyone else !
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